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O Lord of whom I do depend, |
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behold my careful heart, |
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And when thy will and pleasure is, |
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release me of my smart, |
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Thou seest my sorrows what they are, |
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my grief is known to thee: |
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And there is none that can remove |
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or take the same from me.
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But only thou whose aid I crave, |
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whose mercy still is pressed: |
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To ease all those that come to thee, |
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for succor and for rest. |
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And sith thou seest my restless eyes, |
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my tears and grievous groan: |
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Attend unto my suite O Lord, |
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mark well my ‘plaint and moan.
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For sin hath so enclosed me, |
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And ‘compass me about, |
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That I am now remediless, |
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if mercy help not out: |
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For mortal man cannot release, |
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or mitigate this pain: |
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But even thy Christ my Lord, and God, |
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which for my sin was slain.
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Whose bloody wound are yet to see, |
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though not with mortal eye: |
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Yet do thy Saints behold them all, |
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and so I trust shall I. |
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Though sin doth hinder me a while |
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when thou shalt see it good, |
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shall enjoy the sight of him, |
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and see his wounds and blood. |
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And as thine Angels
and thy saints, |
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do now behold the
same: |
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So trust I to possess
that place, |
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with them to praise
thy name. |
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But while I live here
in this vale, |
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where sinners do
frequent, |
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Assist me ever with
thy grace, |
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my sins still to
lament.
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Least that I tread in
sinners’ trace, |
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and give them my
consent, |
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To dwell with them in
wickedness, |
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where to nature is
bent. |
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Only thy grace must be
my stay, |
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least that I fall down
flat. |
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And being down, then
of myself, |
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cannot recover that.
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Wherefore, this is yet
once again, |
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my suite and my
request, |
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To grant me pardon for
my sins, |
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that I in thee may
rest. |
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Then shall my heart,
my tongue, and voice, |
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be instruments of
praise, |
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And in the Church and
House of Saints, |
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sing Psalms to thee
always. |
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